Well, you know me, or you should do, if you have read my writings in my website! I do not believe in recent man-made religion, (although Buddhism comes the closest to the possible truth) and anyway, Christian readers of the Bible are lead to believe that everyone has free will, and also that God helps those who help themselves. So that should mean others will inevitably fall by the wayside. But, to keep looking outside for answers when there is not a two-way conversation is not a good idea. If that ever worked, humans would not go through the pain and insecurity of feeling so alone and being unanswered. 

Even an answer of, 'not yet,' would be better than the inevitable silence. Far better to KNOW yourself and weaknesses and to work at strengthening them. Our own guardian angels are the ones trying to help us, and a relationship with them is something worth trying to do.

God is not to be blamed for the bad things that happen in life, as they are usually caused by nature, or man's inadequacies. Not to mention mankind's downright nastiness! So why give credit to God for things that happen to work out? Give credit to your own spirit, as you must have done something right. Think carefully now, any good happening has a human being on the end of it, just like anything bad that happens. Until responsibility for one's own life is taken, the spirit will always be hurt through being far weaker than it should be. A weak spirit will draw other weak spirits to it, and then the damage can really increase.

Anyhow, you have to start trusting yourself, and instead of jumping to any conclusions, take it all calmly. Even the hurt. Instead of airing your feelings to the world, keep it all on the back shelf to see what time will make of it all. Play life as it comes along, just like a game of chess. The only real person who will benefit, or suffer from any decision in life is yourself. Take time to meditate and be at peace. Connect to your subconscious, as that is where God is, and is the connection to the universe. Expecting help or to be guided from an outside source is NEVER going to work. You will be left in a mess just waiting, and when does it ever become clear and constant? It never will, or you would see all the really, truly good people, not suffering.

Whatever 'religious mankind' tells you, it IS all really within, and the precious spark of life is there to use and nurture. It is out of fear and mistrust of oneself that causes this great declaration of 'faith,' and hope that there is 'something' more. There is something spiritual going on, but not as we know it, or, as the human brain can accept.

Only a simpleton or scared person, will believe wholeheartedly, with no kind of proof. Faith has been overused as a means to still take donations for priests and to make churches wealthy. Just look at the state of this world, to realise that no God is looking over the 'good' people, or the innocent, or the children who are still being abused or murdered. Nor is he causing them to suffer. Mankind causes good, and it causes evil. When a person can accept that fact, they will become stronger and the way God intended them to be when they were given life.

Never look to another human to make you what you are, or what you can be. You need to KNOW and have a relationship with yourself, and be calm. Easy to say, but when practised and learned, all else will just be what it is, a part of life. Thoughts and emotions need updating regularly, and changes must be made to make life comfortable. Fear and insecurity makes the mind jump all over the place and if you allow it to hurt you, it will. If God were capable, or able to help mankind further, (than the creation) no good person would feel physical, let alone emotional pain. God seems to have no distinction between good or bad people. They all take their chances and need to develop spiritual strength, no matter what happens to them. Some manage and some do not try hard enough. 

To constantly be whining, when another human lets one down,is weak. Expect it from a human, just as you expect to always forgive if the person has enough good qualities for this to be possible. When good things happen, that is the bonus. When bad things happen, that is natural and the way of life.

God does not give chances or opportunities. Man is in charge here, and if HUMANS do not give you a break, you are not going to get one. God is obviously busy creating even more galaxies, and there will be far more superior beings around for him to communicate with than us 'mere' human beings, who are so full of indecisions and emotions that they can easily lash out, hating him one minute and loving him the next, not to mention each other. The human spirit is the gift of God, and reading about the contradictory writings man has written in history in the past, (as in the Bible) is just going to confuse the hell out of a person. Personal faith, built on the private God relationship, intertwined with the spirit's subconscious, is the way to strength and success as a human being. NOT in being seen to attend church and then, not even setting a good example to others.

Calling out and expecting to be 'given' help, is not the way. Getting on with it yourself is reality. Getting on with life as you see you have to, and making it the best you can, without hurting anyone else, is the way. Your own decisions are going to benefit you or destroy you. Facing up to that is the first strength. All humans are here to build up that strength, and to rest back on the laurels saying you trust in something outside of yourself, is admitting defeat. Whatever good or bad happens to you is down to you either being in the wrong or right place, at the wrong or right time, making the right or wrong assumptions, believing instead of waiting for proof or to be sure first, or not taking advantage of an opportunity. Sometimes, you just need to wait and gather your physical resources before embarking on a project.

But, not to believe in yourself is not to believe you were given life, a spirit here to learn and help other spirits grow, and not to believe in this terrible free-will excuse for bad behaviour. Heaven does not exist as yet, and it may never, not even at the time written of in the Bible. But, as light and a form of electricity, we shall all unite as spirits eventually. I do not want to, but probably have no option. I would be happy to go it alone, as I have the spiritual strength to be able to accept that. One thing I know for sure, is when I have been at my worst, and that is emotional and physical pain of the most intense....Enough to drive anyone else mad, with so many terrible events at the same time, no amount of my praying to an outside source helped. And, the unbearable suffering continued for weeks, dwindling a bit over the months, years. Suicide felt like the only way out. 

I did not want to die, but it was far too painful in every way for me to live, especially with all I had already gone through in life. I was not being carried at any of those times. I was crawling and using every ounce of strength to continue, with being turned down by human resources that should have been there to help. Only when I was able to make things workout well, did my situation become better, although some of the emotional pain remained. AND, I am not the only one who has been through this.

If God were interested in helping human beings, instead of what  is accepted, or, as 'imagined' help, to be 'teeny' bits of help, there would have been a far better support system given (by such a superior force). Help could put the person in such a better position that they would not be in continual messes, and all due to the reason they needed that help in the first place.

By not trusting your heart, you are preventing its development. You only have yourself to believe in, that is a fact. Otherwise, you are left vacant and the negative forces can get right in. I do believe those with no conscience, and who are amoral, or those who are so immoral that they steal, and care not who they hurt, animals included here, have become victims of spiritual possession by evil people who have died and who are earthbound, with no peace or place to go. What other exuse is there for nasty, horrid humans?

Desperate people can cause murder, in defending themselves or loved ones, but to deliberately murder and cause extinction of a living spirit, ANY living spirit, (apart from female mosquitoes) is because they have become evil. Just like an animal who tastes blood, (not for food, but for fun) these evil people can murder again, for the evil will be lurking there, just waiting for another opportunity.

If a person can go through life, doing all they can to make life easier for others, animals included, they will be filled with love, and have no room for evilness to penetrate their spirits. To live a life only for oneself is to live for nothing. Nothing is a void which becomes filled with negativity. The soul becomes callous and cynical. Even if no physical harm is done to others, just harbouring the nasty thoughts can make them become real in the ether. It will cause a dark cloud over the person, (seen in their aura) and others of higher dispositions will recognise it for what it is, and hopefully steer clear. It is not often someone that has steeped so low can be helped, without bringing any other helpful souls down with them.

Those who suffer and survive usually have empathy, but those who have become bitter have not learned any lessons. They have not had what it takes to strengthen the soul, but have given in to their own weaknesses and like to dwell in misery and not help anyone else. They may blame God or others constantly. That is why strength comes from within, and it is our spiritual journey to strengthen that spirit each time it comes back to earth in another form. And, I believe it could come back in animal form too!

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